tweet reblogging fucking failed seven fucking days in a row.

tweet reblogging fucking failed six fucking days in a row.

tweet reblogging fucking failed five fucking days in a row...even after I deleted my Twitter account and then reset the retweet function

tweet reblogging fucking failed four fucking days in a row

tweet reblogging fucking failed three fucking days in a row [yes, I filed a fucking report]

~Largely unaddressed in all of this bullshit is my impending birthday. I usually get morose around this time of year anyway. My birthday has been a milestone of Failure and Trauma for a long time and even when things are 'okay', I get moody when August arrives ( Read more... )

~Every time I open my Yahoo home page there's the photo of a little blonde dead girl. The racism of that makes me want to kill her again. [Disclaimer to Big Brother; that is a 'rhetorical flourish'..I'm too exhausted to kill anyone, even myself] *sigh ( Read more... )

~I'm finding myself praying that Assad uses chemical weapons this weekend so that all the whinging about Sandy Hook gets wiped off the news cycle ( Read more... )

~I've been caffeinating, supplementing, medicating and eating. I also washed my face, brushed my teeth and flushed my toilet. Mood is much improved. I am Grateful for running water and for the rest of my First World Life, lowly as it may be in the grand scheme of things.

And, as much as this whole thing was a fucking pain in the ass, my [re] ( Read more... )

~Funny thing, before I headed out to go shopping, I was kinda 'blah', even a bit weepy. But going out and doing stuff energized me and now I'm really fucking pissed off. I won't bother with a list; it's rather too fucking long...